sometimes i think, sometimes i don't
zotuosy + she/her + loner ; on the run
43 moons + ex- thunderclan warrior + bi girl phlegmatic + istp + believes in no afterlife |
abyssian + majority ginger; white muzzle, black stripe
along her body + yellow-brown eyes + smells of ash & bark medium height-wise + long pelt & whiskers + various scars |
zotu is... lost.
literally. she has no clue where she's going, but she doesn't mind. the only thing keeping her sane is knowing her son is okay. even still, she is lost mentally as well. she was forced to leave behind so much, it's taken quite the toll. she misses her son, her mate- her family so, so dearly. but she knows she can't be with them. she wishes she didn't have to. anyone who knew her would have never thought she would be the one to want or enjoy having a family so much. she always seemed far to focused on her duties; which, no matter what they are, she takes very seriously.
but, to nearly everyone's surprise, she does let emotions "get in the way" of her job. everyone sees her as the hyper-competent she-cat with a vague past. (( wip ))
literally. she has no clue where she's going, but she doesn't mind. the only thing keeping her sane is knowing her son is okay. even still, she is lost mentally as well. she was forced to leave behind so much, it's taken quite the toll. she misses her son, her mate- her family so, so dearly. but she knows she can't be with them. she wishes she didn't have to. anyone who knew her would have never thought she would be the one to want or enjoy having a family so much. she always seemed far to focused on her duties; which, no matter what they are, she takes very seriously.
but, to nearly everyone's surprise, she does let emotions "get in the way" of her job. everyone sees her as the hyper-competent she-cat with a vague past. (( wip ))
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pinefall ( ♡ )
zotuosy misses her court. not to be sappy, but she loved him so, very much. every moment spent with him is cherished deep in her heart, even if its all a nostalgic blur now. she was devastated when she found out he passed, but was glad she left before it happened. she does, however, know she has to move on with her life. ripariancall ( ♠ ) zotu has never regretted leaving something behind so much. riparian was- is her family, which she holds above all else. she wants nothing more than to see his face once more. she misses her son, and can only hope to do so. |
favored meal - vole
unfavored meal - trout favored fragrance - zodiac - scorpio accent - none voice reference - ana gasteyer favored season - winter favored sounds - most treasured memory - the times spent with her family worst nigthmare - strengths - literally all things physical, weaknesses - |